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Saturday, April 3, 2010

destruct


i've been feeling self-destructive lately.
nearly ruining my most precious parts of life.

i can't figure out why.
and that's the part that hurts the most.


maybe it's too much of a good thing.

and my mind just can't comprehend that things could be this good.


maybe i'm just testing the waters.

seeing how far i can go until i'm too much. too much for anyone to handle.


because i still can't believe that i can really be happy. that i really deserve to be happy.


sometimes it's easier to be mad

than sad.
or happy.


but then again,
i always forget,
that letting yourself find happiness
is always easier than making yourself miserable

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