Friday, December 16, 2011

in my heart

Thursday, December 15, 2011


Sunday, November 6, 2011

live to the point

live to the point of tears.
- albert camus

the kind of tears that both
break your heart
and fill you with joy

Thursday, October 20, 2011

all will fail

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

like this

Friday, October 14, 2011

i'd walk to you

Monday, October 10, 2011


it's amazing to me how someone can love another whose heart has been crumpled. they're heart will never be the same. but somehow, love can mend that poor heart. they can flatten it out, try to remove the creases. but they will never go away. the divots won't be there, but the creases that recall those divots will remain forever. some may say that those permanent creases make someone not worth loving, because they have been tainted. but those very creases. they symbolize heartache that stemmed from a powerful love, this is true. but they also symbolize strength.

and no one wants to love or be loved without those heart wrenching experiences that gave them that strength within themselves to be able to love again. to be able to be loved again. i used to despise those creases. how dare they taint the new life i want. the love i wish to have. how dare they be there always to remind me of what once used to be. but now. now i cherish those creases. because without them, i wouldn't be able to do any of those things i wanted. there is no way i would be able to have this "new" life and there is, above all, no way i would have to the love that i deserve. you can't judge the bad of someone's life, because it gave them the ability to be who they are today.

Monday, September 26, 2011


Tuesday, September 13, 2011

i want you to follow

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

over 6 billion

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

becomes one

"One is not born a woman; 
one becomes one".
-Simone de Beauvoir 1973.

Friday, July 29, 2011

because it is worth every moment

Tuesday, July 19, 2011


and the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud, was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
-anais nin

Thursday, July 14, 2011

they do pay attention

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

in your arms

millions and millions of years 
would still not give me half enough time 
to describe that tiny instant of all eternity 
when you put your arms around me
and i put my arms around you.
jacques prevert

Friday, July 1, 2011

can make her do anything

if you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.
marilyn monroe

Thursday, June 30, 2011

only you can hear

you don't love a person for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear. 

oscar wilde

Monday, June 6, 2011

safe and

Friday, June 3, 2011

the rest

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

when i am with you

Sunday, April 3, 2011

to be silly

Friday, March 11, 2011

by loving

Monday, January 31, 2011

and even after

Thursday, January 13, 2011


let go. why do you cling to pain? there is nothing you can do about the wrongs of yesterday. it is not yours to judge. why hold on to the very thing which keeps you from hope and love?
-leo buscaglia

i need to let go of some pain. words that i still can't believe were spoken. again and again. some people refuse to lift the disapproval from your choices. refuse to believe that maybe i do know just how to find the happiness they insist i will never get. perhaps they forget what it means to unconditionally love. 
it hurts my heart. and my soul. i want to fight back. so badly. but also i want to just let it all go. i can do nothing to change the minds of others. and i can't try any longer. so you believe what you will. 
all i want is to live my life. and you to live yours.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

love is